Irritated cat
sits silently
Debbie Calverley
Saturday, June 1, 2013
Sunday, May 26, 2013
C. Dylan Bassett
Husserl’s Theoretical Horizon, or a Ghost Is a House You Live in
1.
Ghosts do not happen alone. Ghosts are made
from rooms and glass and cherry trees. They lie down and become
horizons. You see by them.
You remember.
2.
Some ghosts want to undo you, to take you apart.
They crawl in cupboards and bang against the wood.
They rearrange furniture and hide
your good shoe. You cannot fight them, you do
not know their names. Other ghosts want
to hold you together, to bake your favorite lemon cookies
in the middle of the night and climb in bed with you
and comb your hair with their glassy fingers.
You hate these ghosts most of all.
You know their names exactly.
3.
You know a ghost and you call her Kate. But Kate is not
her name. You knew
Kate before she was a ghost. You knew her square white teeth.
Now, Kate is a red door shutting.
Now, she is the room you sleep in. Kate sings
your favorite song until you fall asleep.
4.
The ghost is a fixed point. Winter’s
cicatrix. A cup tied to a rope tied to your neck.
You wear it like an overcoat. You want
to explain it, but to point your body toward
the ghost is language enough.
5.
You wake up and Kate is still there. She enters
by way of a mirror. She puts out her hands and tells you “take it”
but her hands are empty.
6.
You drive out of town, the ghost
is snow falling and the ghost is a trackless white
interstate. Kate tries to tell you something,
to show you where you’ve been.
Your favorite song plays on the radio.
You are not yet asleep.
C. Dylan Bassett
Monday, May 20, 2013
Sunday, May 19, 2013
Saturday, May 18, 2013
Hit 'ku
It kind of hit me today
I will probably
never see you again
rain against the window
Debbie Calverley
I will probably
never see you again
rain against the window
Debbie Calverley
Frank O'Hara
. . . I still fear to mention the blue
flowers. They scared me most and I
prolong other talk. There were fields of
them around the place, all blue, all
innocent. The artificial is always innocent.
They looked hand-made, fast-dyed, paper.
They nodded ominously in the sun, right
up to the edge of the concrete ramp, a
million killing abstractions, a romantic
absence of meaning, a distorted prettiness
so thorough that my own eyes rolled up
in fear for their identity and I involuntarily
cried at the thought of tiny mirrors where
the object is lost irretrievably in its own
repetition. Is this how beauty accompanies
fear so it can escape us? Do you think these
flowers could be auctioned tintypes or souls
outside hell? Is blue what they mean by
“shun posterity” and “the price of fame” and
“fear of death”? Have I learned it wrong?
—Frank O’Hara, out of “A Letter to Bunny”
(The Collected Poems of Frank O’Hara, 1971)
flowers. They scared me most and I
prolong other talk. There were fields of
them around the place, all blue, all
innocent. The artificial is always innocent.
They looked hand-made, fast-dyed, paper.
They nodded ominously in the sun, right
up to the edge of the concrete ramp, a
million killing abstractions, a romantic
absence of meaning, a distorted prettiness
so thorough that my own eyes rolled up
in fear for their identity and I involuntarily
cried at the thought of tiny mirrors where
the object is lost irretrievably in its own
repetition. Is this how beauty accompanies
fear so it can escape us? Do you think these
flowers could be auctioned tintypes or souls
outside hell? Is blue what they mean by
“shun posterity” and “the price of fame” and
“fear of death”? Have I learned it wrong?
—Frank O’Hara, out of “A Letter to Bunny”
(The Collected Poems of Frank O’Hara, 1971)
December Love
When, as you will, you leave me in the dust
someday, remember how I carved a heart
in the ice still whiting out half your rear
window, so when you looked back you'd recall
the heart I lost to you & you had left
behind, as you fought traffic down the road.
In point of fact, the heart you took in then
broke yours when it broke into tears that streaked
your vision of the distance you had come
from where I made the gesture you would find
etched on glass as if for good. My heart goes
with you, it said before it melted down
from its own heat as fast as my own words
give me the slip, black ice under my feet.
Randy Blaising
Sweet Crude
someday, remember how I carved a heart
in the ice still whiting out half your rear
window, so when you looked back you'd recall
the heart I lost to you & you had left
behind, as you fought traffic down the road.
In point of fact, the heart you took in then
broke yours when it broke into tears that streaked
your vision of the distance you had come
from where I made the gesture you would find
etched on glass as if for good. My heart goes
with you, it said before it melted down
from its own heat as fast as my own words
give me the slip, black ice under my feet.
Randy Blaising
Sweet Crude
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
Toska
Toska Issue Four - Spring 2013
No single word in English renders all the shades of toska. At its deepest and most painful, it is a sensation of great spiritual anguish, often without any specific cause. At less morbid levels it is a dull ache of the soul, a longing with nothing to long for, a sick pining, a vague restlessness, mental throes, yearning. In particular cases it may be the desire for somebody or something specific, nostalgia, love-sickness. At the lowest level it grades into ennui, boredom.
- Vladimir Nabokov
Sunday, May 12, 2013
Clenched Soul
We have lost even this twilight.
No one saw us this evening hand in hand
while the blue night dropped on the world.
I have seen from my window
the fiesta of sunset in the distant mountain tops.
Sometimes a piece of sun
burned like a coin in my hand.
I remembered you with my soul clenched
in that sadness of mine that you know.
Where were you then?
Who else was there?
Saying what?
Why will the whole of love come on me suddenly
when I am sad and feel you are far away?
The book fell that always closed at twilight
and my blue sweater rolled like a hurt dog at my feet.
Always, always you recede through the evenings
toward the twilight erasing statues.
No one saw us this evening hand in hand
while the blue night dropped on the world.
I have seen from my window
the fiesta of sunset in the distant mountain tops.
Sometimes a piece of sun
burned like a coin in my hand.
I remembered you with my soul clenched
in that sadness of mine that you know.
Where were you then?
Who else was there?
Saying what?
Why will the whole of love come on me suddenly
when I am sad and feel you are far away?
The book fell that always closed at twilight
and my blue sweater rolled like a hurt dog at my feet.
Always, always you recede through the evenings
toward the twilight erasing statues.
Pablo Neruda
Last Dawn
Your hair is lost in the forest,
your feet touching mine.
Asleep you are bigger than the night,
but your dream fits within this room.
How much we are who are so little!
Outside a taxi passes
with its load of ghosts.
The river that runs by
is always
running back.
Will tomorrow be another day?
Octavio Paz
your feet touching mine.
Asleep you are bigger than the night,
but your dream fits within this room.
How much we are who are so little!
Outside a taxi passes
with its load of ghosts.
The river that runs by
is always
running back.
Will tomorrow be another day?
Octavio Paz
Friday, May 10, 2013
Inspiration (for someone I used to know)
Some flim-flam grand slam, glitchy
as religion, this is, with its chronic
key-and-padlock, hit-and-missy cerebellum,
its sturm and drangish, bum-
rushed, all-thumbed cockalorum. How near,
to use the fizzle of yet another
wet-squibbed metaphor, the tepid fever spike
of a heart-junked hypochondriac
frothing for a blunted, lovestruck glint of moon,
or in a bare austerity squiring a siren
star, rats and blinder moles gathered in a dampish,
lamp-black burrow can,
tittering and stirred like weirder
choirs, rise up mindful and consider fire.
HAILEY LEITHAUSER
Saturday, May 4, 2013
To The Reader
You
don’t deserve to read this.
don’t deserve to read this.
Women betray women
for men
Men betray women
for women
Men betray men
for justice
Women betray men
for something else
We betray ourselves
to know ourselves
vous m'avez trahi pour lui
il a trahi
I don’t care
what you think
of this poem
Debbie Calverley
Debbie Calverley
Mud is Mud
Clarity is not accessibility.
Accessibility is not simplistic.
Brevity isn’t minimalism.
Oblique is often too much distance.
Less is not always more.
Excess is not experimental.
One room needs to be in relation to the next.
Quantity is not quality.
Distillation takes time.
Ideas in abundance are not enough.
Murky is not mysterious.
Language isn’t firm.
Words aren’t sentences.
A language event is not story but a story requires both event and language.
Under genius one discovers structure.
A paragraph should mean something.
There is no detail too small.
Difficult is more often undercooked.
Action leads to action in language doesn’t mean slapstick or stock.
A meander can have force and intention.
One aside should lead to another.
An end is more often a pause.
Mud is mud is mud.
–Sina Queyras
Friday, May 3, 2013
Casa Blanca - Hedrik Norbrandt
I dreamed of a house by the sea, so white it was no dream.
The summer night was so divinely clear
summer had long since gone.
I saw my love stand in the doorway,
saw her I had forsaken.
I dreamed of a house by the sea, so white,
of my love and the summer night
though it was very long ago
and though it was no dream.
(Text of the poem in the original Danish)
HENRIK NORDBRANDT
translated from the Danish by Patrick Phillips
When We Leave Each Other: Selected Poems
The summer night was so divinely clear
summer had long since gone.
I saw my love stand in the doorway,
saw her I had forsaken.
I dreamed of a house by the sea, so white,
of my love and the summer night
though it was very long ago
and though it was no dream.
(Text of the poem in the original Danish)
HENRIK NORDBRANDT
translated from the Danish by Patrick Phillips
When We Leave Each Other: Selected Poems
Thursday, May 2, 2013
This Is My Proof
Inside a book
I've been meaning to
read forever, I
come across you
decades later
and find again
words you wrote
to calm me when
we were together:
your photo pressed
like an aspen leaf
I guess I missed.
The scribble across
the back, your name—
if more was meant,
it never came.
There were others
(there's someone now),
same as you.
And yet, somehow
among dust motes,
none of it matters:
a rush of breath
comes in then scatters.
David Yezzi
I've been meaning to
read forever, I
come across you
decades later
and find again
words you wrote
to calm me when
we were together:
your photo pressed
like an aspen leaf
I guess I missed.
The scribble across
the back, your name—
if more was meant,
it never came.
There were others
(there's someone now),
same as you.
And yet, somehow
among dust motes,
none of it matters:
a rush of breath
comes in then scatters.
David Yezzi
Sunday, April 28, 2013
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